When the sun goes down, on my side of town, that lonesome feeling comes through my door, and the whole world turns, blue..

Boys drive me crazy. I don't mean this in a boy-crazy sense. I mean they -literally- drive me crazy. Love drives me crazy. I miss not being confused by everyone, and everything. I miss when everything was super-simple. I miss that blatant, easy, clear-cut happiness Dustin and I had back in 2006. I miss not feeling like the relationship's about to plummet. I miss...not being like this.

I've never been more unsure of my relationship, of everyone around me, and of myself before in my life. I don't know how to fix it, either. How the hell..

I don't even know how to write entries anymore. Beautiful.