I need you by my side to tell me it's alright, 'cause I don't think I can take any more..

I've figured out what my problem is. It's applicable to everything. My friends, my family, my boyfriend, all of the social aspects. I am fucking tired of being everyone's punching bag. Bad day? Take it out on Briana. Fight with Bri? Hold it against her for however the fuck long makes you feel better. Got something against what Briana's doing in her life? Attack her for awhile. Fuck this. Fuck these people.

I'm tired of the bullshit I keep putting up with from people. I am tired of fucking tolerating it. And I am fucking tired of falling for it every single time.

Mav taught me better than this. A lot better than this. My God, I wish he were around to rant to. I never thought I'd say that. I never thought there would come a day I'd actually say I miss him. Surprise, surprise.

I switched from my LiveJournal to this not because I was tired of the LJ scene, but because I was more inclined to write whatever the hell I wanted somewhere away from there. Very few people know where it is, what it's located as, whatever. And still I keep putting off updating it for whatever reason. Stupid. Nothing's changed. Nothing has changed at -all.-

I'm making a promise now that, unless something painfully unforseen comes up that could possibly prevent me from doing so, I will be updating this tomorrow night. Guaranteed.

Man. Fuck people.